Good thing it's summer! Too bad it's been raining a lot but thats ok I'd rather be warm then cold.
Recently I have been trying to save my computer. I have a low disk space issue and a few days ago I had to run the restoration and restore the computer back to a few weeks ago. I can not get rid of the back up files now but the good news is my computer didn't crash... Plus I was able to save the majority of my files. If I ever get the chance to save all of my files some where, I am going to restore this thing completely. I know that getting a new computer is completely out of the question but wouldn't it be nice if computers grew on trees?
In other news Dave got a new job. This is good but bad at the same time. The good is that he gets paid every friday and we get a little space from eachother. The bad side is that he's gone for the entire day and we miss eachother. Not to mention the fact that Dave gets paranoid that since he is working that means our relationship is going to get ruined. That is BS according to me. I think it's better to see eachother, even for a little while and weekends rather then to not see eachother at all or be around eachother 24-7. I now have time to relax and do the things that I do without having to worry about keeping him occupied as well. I don't know if that sounds messed up or not but what I'm basically talking about is things like painting my toe nails, relaxing, taking nice long showers and focusing on beauty, ect. I have some time to maybe hang out with some girlfriends or write some songs.
I wrote and recorded a song today. It is a collaboration called Get to Lovin. I finished this song in about two hours. That's usually how long a song takes me unless it's very long and complicated or I am trying something new. Dave gets really mad when I do collaborations with guys. I mean MAD. It makes me want to cry and pull my hair out. He gets jealous of these guys but I never even met them and I barely talk to them. We just sing and rap on tracks together. Brainstorming and chatting. I swear it's nothing sexual, lol. I would stop all together, cold turkey, quit singing... How could I!? I've been singing ever since I can remember and recording since I was 14 years old. I will be 21 in September and for the most part, recording songs has really helped me overcome a bunch of obstacles. If I stopped doing what I like to do, I would get depressed. I have been a little depressed because I dont create songs as often as I usually do. All in all though, I will make this work. I'm going to be with Dave and make music no matter what. It's only going to make me stronger... I hope...

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Just thought I would mention that I have been playing a game called second life for the longest time. Very cool game! There is almost anything you can think of there in second life world. I have been designing and selling my own clothing. Seems much harder then it is in fact. I thought I would take this time out to show you some of the outfits that I have created. I'm selling these outfits at anywhere from 50-100$L each.

So far so good with these outfits. I don't consider myself the best sl designer out there but I'm very proud of these designs. Plus I have also sold a handful so far. I'm honestly thinking about posting some secondlife tutorials on this website for the future...
In other news, I have been getting less and less sleep. My schedule is completely *F*'d up and I'm still waiting for it to be sunny every day this summer because it has been raining like crazy! I've had a bunch of fun as well but by now I at least went to the beach a few times and I have not really done that so far. What a "Drag"...
The pressure is also on. Plans, no plans, plans all in one day.... Some days I just want to be alone and have some relaxed time to myself. Other days I don't mind doing anything and everything but most definately right now (today) I feel pressure. People want to go to clubs, which I would love to do. The truth of the matter is that currently, I have no source of photo id. I can't find it for anything!!! I have to get a new one, god knows how long it will take. My friend Kornelija wants me to go to a club on the fourth of July. Real awsome (it's her cousin's bday) but I have a big family party every year on that day and I'm booked July 4th & July 5th. *Sigh*
The good news about recently, is definately that I have my cell phone back! I left it in Jim & Liz's car and they brought it back to me, how nice! Poor Dave though, he did not recieve his cell back yet. I'm sure he will be alright as long as he gets it back. Who knows, but I really think he wants his phone back.

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Happy Fathers Day everyone!
My Dad was happy today, which is awesome. Dave and I bought dinner for my dad today. We went up to Mama Lisa's pizza place and ordered Fried Calamari and Baked clams. Those two dishes are my dads favorites.

On top of that we stopped by Pathmark and picked out a card and some m&ms It's so nice to see him happy because that man works his butt off. He's a great father!

As far as what happened the other night, the robbery. Dave is going to court tomorrow and we get the car back from the impound. Basically, the guys who robbed Dave, Jeremy, & Jeff are on trial for first degree robbery in front of a grand jury. Dave, Jeremy, and Jeff are to appear in front of the jury tomorrow to testify as victims and witnesses. The jury will decide what to charge these guys with and I'm sure they will end up going to jail for quite some time. I will keep you posted with the news on that.

Dave on the other hand, does not want me telling people about this but I need to get it off my chest. When I think about it, I'm thankful that I was not with him and over all- just happy that everyones alive. We think Jeff set the whole thing up and my dad says that if Jeff steps foot on our property he is going to ask him to leave. If he doesn't leave then we are calling the cops. I have no sympathy for the kid, he's evil. If the streets don't kill him, he has cancer and what not. I dont want to wish dead on any one but he put everyones lives at risk. Whether he set them up or not, he still was stupid enough to involve himself with these people... ughh, it makes me sick just thinking about it.

Anyway, back to happier news. I have a new affiliate!!! her name is Lauren and her site is located right here so check it out!!!

I also added a bunch of new brushes too if your looking for brushes. I plan on either drawing or adding some more graphics tonight. Anything to get my mind off of whats going on lately. Take care everyone and once again Happy Fathers Day!

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Let me start out by saying that last night was absolutely a nightmare. I'm not even being dramatic. Everything started out fine, just another basic day. I had done some chores around the house and took a shower, got ready. Dave and I decided to get Wendys for dinner and he had been asked by his friend Steve to help him move in to his new house. Jeremy had also called Dave to chill so when Becca came back from pathmark we headed over to Becca and Jeremy's house. I was debating whether or not to hang out with Bex or hang out with Dave and everyone. I ended up staying with Becca as Dave and Jeremy headed over to Steves.

Becca and I basically did the usual. She has two beautiful children so we spend time with them, clean, talk, smoke cigs. We were having a good time (we've been friends since we were 11). Around one in the morning we decided that it was about time to call the guys and let them know they should wrap things up and come home. Becca was tired and I knew I had to bring my mom's car back home. I tried calling Dave to let him know, except he did not pick up his phone. I was a little puzzled but proceded to call again. Once again, no answer. At this point I am concerned because David is not the type of boyfriend to blow me off. He always picks up my phone calls, we live together. I must have called Dave 5 times. His phone even went directly to voicemail on one occasion. I then made Becca aware that I could not reach him, she then alerted Jeremy on the Nextel. She tried calling and still no answer from either one of them. The next thing that Becca and I began to do was worry. We thought "Omg what if they got in to an accident, are they alright?" It's very unlike either one of our boyfriends to ignore us completely.

After a while of worry Becca and I came to the conclusion that perhaps the guys were just playing cards or outside and do not hear the phones. Maybe they were just running late or having a good time. We started to fall asleep.

After about an hour I hear Becca's baby girl crying so I decided to go out and check on her. Becca really needed sleep, she was exhausted from shopping for food all day. I went into the living room took Addie out of the swing and realized that she needed a diaper change. I went to grab the diaper and wipes, started to change Addies diaper when I hear a giant commotion and bangs on the door. Figuring the guys are just being guys I tell them to hang on because I'm changing a diaper. They insist that I open the door immediately.

I got up and let the guys in and finished what I was doing as Jeremy, Dave and Jeff were telling me that they got robbed at gun point. They were so loud that Becca woke up and we were not even sure we believed them but after we saw how shooken up they were and serious we told them to call the cops. The cops showed up with in minutes.

What turned out happening was that Dave and Jeremy left Steve's house to meet up with Jeff so they could make a business deal. In return a group of about 5-7 black guys claiming they were "king bloods" approached the car. One reached in and put his arm around Jeremy holding a gun to his head. Another pointed a gun at David and said "Take the keys out of the ignition". The guys pulled Dave, Jeremy, and Jeff out of my moms car and brought them inside of Jeffs house. They took everyone's cell phones, daves money and gold chain, what was being exchanged and cigarettes. The entire time this was going on they reminded the three to keep their heads down and every time some one looked up they either punched or smacked them in the head. One guy told Dave to get on the phone and call people for more money, ect. When I started calling, he asked Dave who it was and Dave said it was most likely me. The guy asked him if I was worried and he said yes. Then the guy said well does she have money? I will hold you ranson but Dave told him no she doesn't have a job, ect. The guy put a gun in to my boyfriends mouth and threatened him to call more people.

After about three hours the guys realized they weren't going to get anything from Jeff, Dave, or Jeremy so they ordered them to climb up in to the attic. Dave, Jeremy and Jeff waited until the coast was clear to get out of there and they came back to Becca's.

Once the cops showed up they took our boyfriends and Jeff down to the precinct after hearing everyones side of the story. Dave said there was an entire movement of cops swarming the area and they found 3 of the suspects. One had Daves chain on him and the cops are certain that the wallet and cell phones are in the car that they found the suspects in. They have the guys names and ages. Two guys were about 24 and one was only about 17/18.

Now after a long night of worry and distress there are still armed theivesp on the loose and to top the whole matter off worse; my moms car was impounded. They are searching and dusting the car for fingerprints, we should get it back around Friday. I have to pick my mom up from the airport tomorrow. *Sigh*

The worst part of the matter though is that the cops, my Dad, Dave and everyone else stongly believe it was a set up. Jeff set my boyfriend up. He must have let these guys know when to show up to rob Dave. I don't know if he knew it would be this serious but the cops alerted us that Jeff has a large history of roberies and arrests. They will nail him one day, it's just a matter of time. I can honestly say that I always thought Jeff was a creep. I was always nice to him because he has problems and I feel sorry for him. Truthfully, I can never trust this kid again. When I went to the precinct with my Dad to pick Dave up Jeff was there. I went outside with my Dad to smoke a cigarette and Jeff followed us. He had not appologized once. He looked me in the eyes but I could tell he was lying. I asked him "Tell me one thing, did you set David up?" he said "No no Jacki never I would never do that. I was so scared, and would never want Dave or Jeremy to get hurt I would want to be hurt instead of them", I replied "Are you lying to me" he said no. I said more and asked him more questions which just in the end confirmed that he snitched and set up my boyfriend. He almost got my boyfriend and my best friend in the entire world's husband killed. All because he is a desperate and shady creep who doesn't care about himself or anyone elses lives.

The most ironic part of this whole situation is that another guy who was hanging out at Jeffs house not but two/three days ago had been robbed almost the same way; gun to the face & look down.

I'm so happy that everyone is alright and thank god that Becca and I did not go with them last night. We'r so happy to be alive.

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Lauren

I'm so happy that it's summer! I love summer, it's my favorite season of the year. Today was fun! I slept till about 12. Dave's sister Yvonne and cousin Kasi picked me up around one to go to the lil beach near my house. I always have fun with those two girlies, they are great! It's even better that they are my boyfriends relatives, I mean his family is awesome! We got some sun, and took some pictures. There were no lifeguards on duty, thats weird- so we ended up climbing up on the life guard chair and taking some pictures. It was pretty funny! Only half of my butt was sitting there because all three of us were on the chair... Compared to Yvonne, Kasi and I are both white as milk, lol. After we went to the lil beach we went to 7-11 and got italian ices. Let me tell you, it was boiling hot outside today! Those ices really hit the spot! Especially when you get to the bottom of the ices, it's so sweet. MmMm!
Yvonne had to go home early to pick Dave's lil sister up at the bus stop & Kasi had a few things to do so Dave and I ended up going to return some bottles and cans at the beer distributor. Thats the great thing about recycles, you can get some money back. We had about 15 cases of recycles and copped about 18$. I think we got jipped but it's all good. It was too hot out today to bother arguing with anyone plus Dave & I aren't really like that anyways.
Before we went to return the cans we stopped by my friend Becca's old house. She was there mowing the lawn for her mom. Her husband Jeremy needed a ride home from work so we ended up picking him up for her. He came with us to the beer distributor. When Becca was done mowing the lawn we asked her if she wanted to take a ride to the beach but she was already burnt and not in the mood to go so we ended up going with out her
The beach is awesome! So many people were there even though it was later on in the day. We went after 5 because after 5 it's free parking! Wooohooo! We ended up walking down a ways so that our smoke won't bother too many people. I did a few cartwheels, the first one I landed on my @$$! LoL. Dave and Jeremy were crazy! They ended up going in the water to swim! The water is freezing untill about June, lol. They got out of the water and Dave chased me because he wanted to throw me in! LoL. It was fun, but I am definately not going in that cold water until it warms up! After we left the beach we swung by Dave's Aunt's house. Chris was there & we all chilled for a bit. Then Kasi showed up! so I got to see her again, we talked, chilled. Then we left and dropped Jeremy off. After that Dave and I went home and did some laundry, took showers and then picked up some pizza. The pizza was pretty good, just expensive. My dad ordered some baked clams and those lil things were extremely small. 10$ for 8 little midget clams. I ya yi! I could'nt believe it so next time Dave and I have the chance we are going to pick him up some real baked clams to make up for it. It's the least we can do since we picked the pizza place and he got jipped! lol.
*Sigh* Anyways. I have a ton of laundry to do still. My mom should be coming home from Florida on Thursday. Three more days. Thanks for the comments and link exchanges. Later.

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Yay! Everyone look, it's a new layout! I spent a good portion of time today creating this. I really like it so hopefully you will too. This is a nice layout to start off the summer, cool brushes, bright colors and who do you know; miss talented and sexy, Carmen Electra! *cheer*
I was informed by a wonderful visitor named Jamie that my cutenews blog was having a zero error. Thankfully she gave me a link to a website that could help me fix that problem. Before I realized that Jamie had dropped a link I found one myself, lol. I really appreciate the fact that she helped me out though because honestly, I might not have realized there was an error. So thank you Jamie! (I would love to put your link up here but I still have yet to figure out how to post commenters url). It's a long road, this cutenews stuff. I usually use greymatter.
On another note... I am definately seeking affiliates. If you would like to exchange links with me, please drop a line. I'm suprized that I only have one link exchange and I have been hosted for two years! Thats very crazy. I feel unpopular, lol.
Ok folks, I would tell you more about what happened today except not much is new. I'm still taking care of the house while my mom is in florida. Dave (my boyfriend) is still living with me, and life is still dandy (I guess). That's it! Have a great day/night

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Last blog was quite insane, I must say. Anywho. My mom has gone to Florida for vacation this week. That means I have a ton of responsibility around the house untill she comes home. I will be taking care of the dishes, pets, cleaning, cooking, laundry, ect. Yes, yes all of that fun stuff
Tuesday I went shopping for some summer clothes. It was a follow-up of the week before. All together I have purchased 3 pairs of shorts, about 6 shirts, underwear, plus some cheap purfume. I love shopping for clothes. However, there is a "down side" to it. Number one; I am not a millionare. Two; I am very picky and Three; it's frustrating when they don't have your size and the store is picked over. I wish I would have stuck to the plan and picked up more shorts or a skirt. It's ok I guess you can never have too many shirts.
As far as how today went? Lets see... Since my sleeping schedule is off track right now I have been waking up very late in the afternoon. Since I woke up so late all I really had time for was a quick shower and dinner. I made chicken noodle soup and it was pretty good for a first shot. I tried to make the soup as close as possible to the progresso and cambells style cns. I know you are probably wondering why I would want to do that for when home made is better. I love chicken noodle soup from a can so I figured if I could make home made like the can it would be a million times better. Dave really liked it, he had 3 bowls.
In other news. I am on the look out for more psp7 brushes. If anyone could tell me where I can download the full version of psp7 I would really love it. I have been looking all over for it. I also added glitters to the "you" section and after this blog I am going to either make a new layout or add more content.
I guess I will go now, I'm very tired. Goodnight.

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Jamie

Still, insanely stressed out! I'm demanding justice this time around. I'm not out to get anyone- just out to prevent the harm from me to myself. I suggest that if your playing around with my mind and money, and time. Do not do it. It's bad enough tax on gas is turning the best of people in to the worst of spoilers. If it does not affect you, have some concern to others will you? This is reducing the amount of necessesities and enjoyment in certain lives. Why does life have to end or be this way. It really makes people concerned about future generations... I pray for safety, health, and the right to enjoy life. ABOLISH SLAVERY. Physical, mental, emotional, everything. The drama needs to evaporate like water into the atmosphere that we know "so little about" (yeaaah right!)
LET IT BE. HAPPINESS IS KEY. -JAXIE

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I watched will smith's `I am Legend' tonight. I watched it twice, great movie.
A little puzzling, sad, dramatic. I thought it was very outstanding.
Anyway. I thought up a site name. Julie thought of an interesting suggestion and got new floors in her house! Really awesome.
The next step to getting this domain-thingy is... Actually buying it. I'm very stressed and my head hurts. Bedtime

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I'm so disappointed lately. It all started out as a happy feeling infact. I have decided to buy myself a domain and a palace chat. That is definately awesome. The sad part is that I would like to use "mistaken" as the name of the site and lets just say that mistaken.net, mistaken.com, and mistaken.org are all taken. I checked all of them out after I found out they were taken and for the most part- search engines. . This really sucks. Ive been thinking of a new name for my website all morning. I want to make sure that I don't steal any one else's idea because if they ever decide to buy a domain and want to keep thier site name. I do not want to get in thier way because trust me. I'm a hard time dealing with the fact that mistaken.net is not available because of a search engine. I will be even more heated if the search engine turns into a personal site and someone basically stole my site name.
I'm going to try hard and think of something. I will take suggestions if you have any, that would be awesome.
Anyway for the most part, Happy Easter Everyone! Hope you have a wonderful day and eat lots of candy.

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Oh yeah! Remember that little problem I said that I had with this layout. I said that I could not figure out how to make the content pages have the correct colors with css? I figured it out! Now I feel much better. I have also added a few content pages, such as brushes and ringtones. There is also an about me section now so that is good as well.
Lately I have been relaxing. I was a little stressed out but then I got some sleep and I'm a whole bunch better. I'm still looking for affiliates so if you're interested why not leave a comment and link me so that I can link you back. Take care!

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Hi Friend!
I have some good news and some bad news. The good news is that I have put up a brand new layout and re-formatted the site. :laughing: The bad news is that I havent figured out how to make the tables in the content have the same look as this blog :sad:.
It's ok for now but I know exactly what I want the pages to look like. The only problem is that I don't know how to figure out the css for it. :wassat:
I must be doing some thing wrong and I wish some one knew what I'm talking about and could help me.
On another note, I have some more bad news! :crying: Some how I managed to delete all of the past blog entries that I wrote. Not such a big deal since there was only about a weeks-worth anyways but I will never do that again.
I also went to www.so-you.net and downloaded these great smilies! Aren't they so-cute? I think so!
Well, thats all I can think of mentioning right now, take care!

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