For the first time ever (not true since she already commented, but as far as an entry goes) Jennifer from Kiss-My-Kitty writes for The Dead End!!!

…sorta.

I got an email from her recently in regards to the whole situation, and I’ve already replied to her. Something about how she felt she crossed a line with me in regards to a post and how she’s going to take something down (but hasn’t). I don’t care, leave it up.

She also mentioned about how I had said in a previous entry that she never did sex cam shows for money to feed her daughter. So I go and read my entry, then read hers, and realize that I was actually mistaken. Allow me to quote her January 16, 2005 entry

Before I continue, let me state the following for the benefit of the �omg- Jenn- sucks- so- bad- let�s- see- what- kind- of- dirt- we- can- dig- up- about- her- to- bitch- about� people: I only did cam shows during the summer of 2003.

Her daughter is only nine months old, and unless I scratch the dates off my calendar and remark them with a Sharpee, her selling her ass for money to spend on her still-unconceived child is obviously impossible.

Of course, that’s not where it ends. She goes on and states that she feels cam shows are “degrading and demeaning” but that there are times where you need to forget about all that, sacrifice your pride, vanity and even morals when it comes to paying utilities and eating.

“I never did cam shows because I enjoyed it. In fact, I hated it. I�m just very good at pretending otherwise.” I’d be pissed if I were her husband Daniel, but I won’t go into why since this is a retraction of sorts, not a commentary on fake orgasms.

As for her reasoning, she says she did cam shows “for money to buy groceries, toiletries/paper products, cleaning products, and to pay our phone and electric bills.” Apparently the jobs they had weren’t enough to pay for whatever bills they had so she had to sell her soul to do it.

So with that, I apologize for commenting about how she did it to take care of her baby. I thought I saw that she did just that when I apparently was mistaken. I’m grown and mature enough to realize when I am in the wrong, and indeed I am.

But before I go call my therapist and cry about how my whole life is over now that I’ve defaced the pure image that is Jennifer, I think I have one last quote from her aforementioned thread.

And you know what else? If I had to do it again, especially to feed/clothe my daughter, I would. I would sacrifice anything and resort to (almost) anything for her. If that makes me trashy, then so be it.

I can’t wait until my radio show tonight….