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I Stand Alone
July 28th, 2005, 6:53 pm
By John

For someone who closed her site down “forever” Jennifer has decided to re-open “kiss-my-kitty.com” and at the same time launch a ridiculous rant about…

Me.

A couple of other people are in her radar as well, but let’s not worry about them. I’m sure they can all defend themselves well enough (and if not, I work by the hour).

And to help me with my own defense, my special guest…

Me.

Point 1

She said Krissy also believes that I stole some of her layouts/HTML.

I said Jennifer was nothing more than a “Krissy-Wannabe” since day one, to the point where she would even steal Krissy’s codes and other whatnots just to be more like her.

I NEVER said anything about HTML or layouts. But there is the fact someone was peddling out programs like MegaBook under her own name, as if she was associated with them in a support sense to the point where she was charging to install a free program (with free support if you went to the guy who wrote it).

Point 2

She said Let�s start with Krissy. Thanks to one of her very own (John), it�s been let slip that the real reason behind all of the bullshit, insults and attacks is nothing but some silly misconceptions. Apparently, Krissy believes that I �stole� her idea for a hosting business.

I said She even decided to have her own business, webhosting, which is something Krissy has been doing for years. Her problem is that she was not a webhost but a reseller, and she really was a glorified one at that.

The reality is I’ve been around longer than both of you and I’ve seen both you twits “grow” and quite frankly, if I didn’t know Krissy personally I’d still say the same thing: She’s Slim Shady and you’re just another one of the million white rappers out there.

As far as your hosting and whatnot goes, you’re a great host. Two weeks into the “new server” and you get a trojan horse that shuts your entire business down. Stop hosting porn sites and other mpfr33 sites and maybe, just maybe, you’ll be okay.

Point 3

She said
I guess these dillusions angered her so much that she called out her little groupies to �attack�. They consist of the following … and most recently John (who, if I remember correctly, got so involved in internet drama a few years back that he lost his job over it. There was some mention of time in the clink as well� ).

The reality is
I did get into some NON-internet drama and I DIDN’T lose my job over it. I was offered work there when everything had settled but my current situation of raising a family and financially trying to ensure their security was more important than trying to relive a dream I had already lived for 15 years. The only part of what you said that was correct was that I spent time in the clink. But since you want to try and bring up personal stuff with me, let’s talk about how your pending case is regarding your little brother.

Hold on… let me stop. I think I crossed a line I shouldn’t have.

See, what I did in the first of the last two entries was comment on what people on your site said about you. I was as objective as possible, while still throwing in a slice of wit. In the latter post, I was defending a staff writer on my site, one you felt the need to try and goad into more drama.

That, and I was gloating.

I didn’t attack you as a person, although I did mention that your kid has some kind of tree moss growing on the forehead for a few months. Did you think of maybe washing the child maybe? Soap and water is your friend.

DAMMIT!!! I did it again. I’m trying to attack you based on your hypocracy and here I am bashing you in a personal level. Don’t get me wrong. I’m no saint. And for years I was given some ridiculous reputation that I was a “nice guy” because I would help people out that asked and that I would keep my site clear of personal bash attacks and maybe that has mislead some people. Especially since most of my harshest attacks came when I wrote them elsewhere.

This isn’t JohnAle.net. I had my name on my site for years, and I had a different approach to things back then. I’ve done a lot of soul searching since my personal downfalls, and I’ve paid off my debts to society. Since March, I’ve done what I could to rebuild who I was, reconnect with friends I lost touch with, and grow in ways that would benefit me and my family.

I’ve also been working on several internet projects, including the launching of this website, the working on a radio project, and the possibility of relaunching Elimination. Knowing my situation, Lougan from IRB brought me on board to do a radio show, and eventually run, his project K-IRB. He knew the risk it would come with, and he knew the dirt on my name could rub off on him. He still gave me the chance because he understands I know what I am doing and that what I did was a mistake based on timing, nothing more.

But I don’t have to explain myself to you or him or anyone else. When you speed, you break the law. You pay your fine and you move on with your life. You don’t have to explain that to every person who decides to frown upon you. If you get drunk in a public place, you pay your fine and move on with your life. Hell, even murderers do their time and move on.

Of course, there are people who believe that “moving on” means doing exactly what it was they did before that got them into the legal car wreck that got them locked up in the first place. And there are those that simply made a stupid mistake and wouldn’t have done it before, or again, regardless of the circumstances.

I don’t ask you, Krissy, Heather, Lougan, Christie, or anyone else to forgive me. I don’t ask for anyone to support me and be there for me because I did something stupid and should have payed more attention to my situation.

I stand alone. I have not been called upon by anyone to do anything for any reason. That was the way I was when I wrote for Internet Gossip. That was how I was when I wrote for Cam Mafia. That’s been a standing policy when I ran JohnAle.net. And that is how I am today.

Krissy is an idiot. But that’s my idiot we’re talking about, and despite the fact that the past couple of weeks I wanted to rip her head off and throw it down a French gutter, that’s still my idiot and I love her to… not death, because that’s a long time away and she could try to eBay my baby off without my knowing.

She’s nowhere near innocent in my book, either. I’ve bitched and moaned and complained about how I feel she’s whored out on several different occassions, and there are times where I simply bit my lip because there’s only so many times you talk to yourself where it makes you look insane.

There are times where I think she’s incredibly ridiculous and completely irrational. I don’t kowtow to her and beg for her to link me and kiss her ass just so I can get a link. I give her what I gave your story: Honesty.

I’m not some stupid pandering flip-flopping nitwit cambimbo-wannabe, looking for the 11-year old market to follow my every word and idolize me. You’ll never see me and my wife doing sex tapes for money so we can buy our baby a brand new flat-screen tv and a cell phone diapers. And the day I decide it’s time to close up shop, it won’t be because some people said they didn’t like me and hurt my feelings.

Now, about your car wreck. Maybe what some other people said was wrong. I don’t know, I haven’t seen anything myself. And I can understand how you were shocked when you found out other people were sad you survived, or whatever it was that was said. And I may even be friends with people that said that.

Don’t lump me in with them. I wouldn’t say that about you, because as stupid and as much of a hypocrite I think you are, your car accident has nothing to do with the fact you cheated in an online contest and got caught doing it. Your accident has nothing to do with your first-admission, then-denial of cheating in said contest. It has nothing to do with the fact that if there is ANYONE that is a two-timing, back-stabbing, lying skank bitch it’s you.

And Jennifer, if you’re curious about whether I’d delete or ban or edit your commentary here, I wouldn’t. I even invite you to submit a rebute that I would be glad to post here as well.

And don’t worry about my “minions” attacking you. I have a hard enough time trying to get my writers to do anything.


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[ Comments: 20 ]

20 Responses to “I Stand Alone”


  1. Joey Michaels
    Posted:
    Jul 28th, 2005
    8:19 pm
    1

    Technically, at least according to the defunct cam mafia, I am Amanda’s minion. Unfortunately, Amanda is no longer Amanda, which means I a ronin minion.


  2. Krissy
    Posted:
    Jul 28th, 2005
    9:09 pm
    2

    I love you too buttmunch <33 :)


  3. Christie
    Posted:
    Jul 28th, 2005
    9:45 pm
    3

    Very well said, you did it in a mature manner. And you’re not gonna go shutting down your domain for 12 hours and crying to mommy either.

    I’m sure I’ll be back

    Glad to be reading your thoughts =)


  4. TGO
    Posted:
    Jul 29th, 2005
    12:23 am
    4

    jon, your post was a little tgoish. im proud of you.


  5. Jennifer
    Posted:
    Jul 29th, 2005
    1:26 am
    5

    My only comments on your article:

    1) as I have told Krissy and her little bitch clique repeatedly, I have not done cam shows in over two years. If you go through my archives you’ll see that for yourself.

    2) I never denied cheating in the contest. I was honest when I said I cheated and got caught and disqualified. You didn’t see me throwing a shitfit about being dropped from the contest (as another former contestant did). I posted that I was out, and moved on.

    Anyway… feel free to throw shit around, spew insults, garbage, etc. - but at least know what you’re talking about and keep things accurate. Unless you’re now moving into the genre of fiction…?


  6. Miranda
    Posted:
    Jul 29th, 2005
    3:29 am
    6

    I have to say that I have thoroughly enjoyed reading this. *claps*


  7. Jessica
    Posted:
    Jul 29th, 2005
    4:18 am
    7

    You are too old to be on internet. Go away. Leave Jennifer alone. She’s better than you. Kthx.


  8. ...
    Posted:
    Jul 29th, 2005
    5:22 am
    8

    jesus fucking christ. have you stopped to think that she’s a person (she = jennifer)? why you would degrade someone this much just to get a laugh from readers is immature and disgusting. youre a grown man, not a thirteen-year-old who finds it funny to make fun of other people behind a computer screen. and if other people are going to laugh at this and agree with you, i’m sorry to say, but they’ve stooped down to your level. this isn’t funny - it’s cruel and harsh and grounds for harassment in the ‘real world.’ i doubt you would have the guts to say this to jennifer if she was sitting right next to you. youre a fucking horrible person, but i’m not going to wish death on you or tell you to kill yourself - i’m not going to say any of that shit because, frankly, i’m a better person than you are and so is jennifer. bye, asshole.


  9. John
    Posted:
    Jul 29th, 2005
    6:03 am
    9

    To “Jessica”: When you show me some kind of official age cap about who can and cannot be on the computer, I’ll be happy to consider your “leave the internet” comment. Until then you ignorant twit, use your own judgment and either click that “x” or try to return with some kind of “defense,” which I’m sure will be funny.


  10. Crys
    Posted:
    Jul 29th, 2005
    6:08 am
    10

    Well I have tried my best to stear clear of all of this bullshit, But now I’m going to throw in my two cents.

    For Christ sake, this is the fucking internet. And all of this bashing is rediculous. You want to know who is being mature about this. None of you. The mature thing to do would be not to discuss it. Don’t make comments, don’t write about it. Just go about your lives like you always have before. The fact that none of you are capable of dropping this subject, and the fact that it has evolved beyond what it should have shows a great deal of immaturity in all of you. This whole problem is between Krissy and Jenn, both of which are adults. So lets let them deal with eachother. The fact that anyone else is even butting in on this shows immaturity. Frankly, it disgusts me that any of you can call yourself more mature than the other. Because every single one of you are acting like a fucking 12 year old.


  11. John
    Posted:
    Jul 29th, 2005
    6:23 am
    11

    To “…”: Jennifer is just as adult as I am. I’d be free to send the same comment to her as you left for me, but I’m sure she’s read this site once or twice in the past couple of days. This IS the real world, and I’ve said nothing about her that can’t be found on her site somewhere.

    To “Crys”: First, congrats on your baby. I don’t want to get that lost in the following commentary, but from what I quickly read on your site you’re a newb parent and I wish you the best with that.

    What I did was report a hypocrisy regarding Jennifer. An observation. Speaking of which, weren’t you the one who was all supportive of Heather on acidMB in regards to how she felt about Jennifer, only to get all defensive later?


  12. stfu
    Posted:
    Jul 29th, 2005
    9:35 am
    12

    *claps*. E-drama. Congratulations.
    You are such a bright one *wipes drool from your chin*. Tell me how does it feel to be mentally autistic? You look it, and sound it.
    Your blog makes you seem like a sad little fag with no life.
    I bet you get off to internet drama? eh.
    I wouldnt doubt it.
    My suggestion to you. Sweety pie, is turn off the pc for oh lets say FOREVER, walk out your door and go find a life.
    If you dont soon you are going to turn into a pissed off pile of shit and wither away to your e-drama. I guess that is your only friend.
    Ban me. Block me. yada yada. See if i give a fuck.
    Its not like id be missing much. lol.


  13. Aobh
    Posted:
    Jul 29th, 2005
    10:54 am
    13

    Rebuttle in the form of being homophobic and insulting towards people with mental disabilities, bravo. How low can you seriously go?


  14. Katie
    Posted:
    Jul 29th, 2005
    11:02 am
    14

    I am going to say the same i said everywhere else. Just drop the e-drama, and go back to your regular shit. I mean, i don’t like jenn.. for many reasons but im not going to start wth them now. There are 3 girls in my family [1 younger sister one older] and all of us are “into” webdesign and all have different ideas about this whole Jenn thing 2 like her, i hate her. But as i was saying yes I think Jenn has done some stuff, and needs to grow up.. but so has Krissy and anyone else, even I have to. Good rant[s] though John. You spoke your mind. I agree to some extent [not about her child or husband, because they have nothing to do with it at all.], but as far everything else, thumbs up to you.

    Oh and P.S: Krissy if you read this can you unban my IP? As i said in this i have ass kissers for sisters and i guess one of them got me in banned over this Jenn issue? I’m not sure but, whatever.


  15. Katie
    Posted:
    Jul 29th, 2005
    11:04 am
    15

    Just forgot to leave my email - incase people think im coward i thougt i’d repost it, sorry for the doubkle comment John.

    Email - ktb02@hotmail.com


  16. Whitters
    Posted:
    Jul 29th, 2005
    11:36 am
    16

    As immature an stupid as I think e-drama is, I hate to say it, but reading things like this, and then the rebuttles from the other side really make me giggle.

    The points made are valid, and it makes for a good read. But I honestly think that if it would drop, things would be a lot smoother on both sides. Krissy and Jenn don’t like eachother. Heather and Jenn don’t like eachother. But wouldn’t those things be best left with the people who are involved (meaning Krissy, Jenn, Heather, and Jenn) rather than trying to pull all the readers of Krissys blog, her friends blogs, this blog, Jenns blog, and Jenn’s friends blogs into it?

    -shrug- But what do I know.. I’m just an 18 year old who is too opinionated for her own good.


  17. Val
    Posted:
    Jul 29th, 2005
    12:16 pm
    17

    Boarding school, boarding school. You guys must really miss High School. All of you involved in this thing are crazy. I’m embarrassed for you, no wonder why not even 10% of your visits comment. They must think the same. I have to say, it’s fun to read all this crap, but I think you’re taking it too seriously. I would never pay so much atention to someone I dislike. What’s the point. Ignore each other for fuck sake.

    You need to go out more and perhaps get laid, you nerds.

    Hugs and kisses.


  18. Joey Michaels
    Posted:
    Jul 29th, 2005
    3:18 pm
    18

    I, for one, absolutely need to get laid more.


  19. kathy
    Posted:
    Jul 29th, 2005
    5:53 pm
    19

    I lost interest after the third comment…


  20. Cat
    Posted:
    Aug 2nd, 2005
    4:12 am
    20

    I have no idea who any of these people are and have no stance on any of it, but it is a giant breath of fresh air to see someone unrelentingly being themselves. John, you rock. We need to talk more while I’m home th enext couple weeks not being a cracked out busy mofo.