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For the past week, I’ve felt overly exhausted. I get up, I go to work, I come home, and every week I see my son.
The job isn’t really difficult, so it’s not like I’m being worn out. And the more time I’m spending with the Lil’ Moo is helping me out in that I am able to actually spend more real time with him and that I’m able to take him home at a much more reasonable hour.
So why am I so tired?
I’m not drinking soda anymore, and I’m basically eating much healthier overall. I’ve lost almost 20 pounds in pure water weight.
But Wednesday I came home from work, my body sore, so I laid down so I could rest my back. I woke up after midnight, which is two hours after the beginning of the show. I missed my own fucking show.
I don’t understand it. I couldn’t sleep because I was looking for a new job and I was being stressed. I have the job, why am I having problems staying awake now?
Maybe I should just go back to my fatty foods and overdose on caffeine again. I may have been a bloated whale, and I may have not felt good about myself, but at least I was able to keep a regular schedule going.
It’s almost 9 in the morning and I’m already sluggish. WTF??
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