2008
03.28
03.28
I didn’t feel like blogging anything special tonight.
I probably won’t blog anything special tomorrow, either.
And then the next day… who cares, right?
The problem isn’t that I have too much on my plate, but that I have no interest. As far as my “comment” sites go, I haven’t done any of that shit in at least two or three weeks. Don’t care.
The site’s direction has been stagnant lately. This is a group blog, but I find myself week after week being the only one writing anything. So fuck it, if I’m going to be the only one doing shit here, I might as well establish that, right?
Again, no motivation. I don’t give a fuck.
Seriously.
I love your American spirit. Seriously, I think very few people actually have motivation these days. :/
[quote comment="20671"]I love your American spirit. Seriously, I think very few people actually have motivation these days. :/[/quote]
My bloggy-senses were tingling, so I check your site and BLAMMO!! I see something wickedly similar…
*hug*
For me it’s not lack of motivation, it’s lack of time since, as you will notice, I haven’t even had time to update my own blogs. But getting random IMs bitching for not writing and threatening to close the site down isn’t the way to motivate anybody… I know you’re going through a tough time, but why are you taking it out on everyone around you?
Also noticed I’ve been stripped of my privileges at TDE, and if that’s how you want it to be then fine. But don’t ask me to come back once everything has blown over. I’m sorry that I’m in college and my schoolwork / life at this school comes before anything else. But that’s how it is, and that is how it is going to be for at least another year and a half.
^ Whitters, he sent out an email to all of the writers… It’s nothing personal.
And as irritated as I am that this wasn’t discussed before making this discussion… I support whatever you decide to do, John.
[quote comment="20675"]^ Whitters, he sent out an email to all of the writers… It’s nothing personal.[/quote]
Its less that and more the fact that I got to come home to an IM last night basically bitching me out for never posting and saying that I just don’t care and that TDE might as well get shut down.
[quote comment="20673"]For me it’s not lack of motivation, it’s lack of time since, as you will notice, I haven’t even had time to update my own blogs. But getting random IMs bitching for not writing and threatening to close the site down isn’t the way to motivate anybody… I know you’re going through a tough time, but why are you taking it out on everyone around you?[/quote]
Random IMs? I left one IM with you, upset with the fact that nobody was writing, and that I was disappointed with the way things were going. I wasn’t trying to motivate – I already knew where I was going with the site. it wasn’t a personal attack, and I’m sorry you felt that way.
[quote comment="20675"]^ Whitters, he sent out an email to all of the writers… It’s nothing personal.
And as irritated as I am that this wasn’t discussed before making this discussion… I support whatever you decide to do, John.[/quote]
I wish I knew what I wanted to do. I wish I knew…
I visit this site to read what John is writing anyways, so whether I am writing here or not is somewhat irrelevant. If this decision means more John updates, I am amped about it.
It isn’t as if I’ve contributed anything that was of particular interest to anyone but John in the last six months or so anyways. :P